Moment of Anxiousness

The sudden silence after you press stop on your music player and all you can hear now is your own breathing in the four corners of the room gives you the feeling of being robbed without warning and leaving you empty and in shock. That feeling of a sudden fall from a good vibration that shut down your senses brings you to a sudden realization that you were alone all this time.
That feeling of an awake lucid dreaming, you want to scream but you’re afraid that you’re the only one who can hear.

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Limutin

Pakiusap ko sayo
Sa langit, sa mundo
Kalimutan mo ako
Tanggalin sa isip mo

Dahil tulad ng panaginip
Ika’y aalalahanin lang ng saglit
Makakalimutang nawaglit
Dahil sa sobrang sakit

Burahin ang alaala
Burahin ang naging saya
Huwag akong isama sa nakalipas At hanapan ng panakip butas

Tulad mo ako’y sumuko
Sa pag-ibig nating may dulo
Di ko akalaing dahil sayo
Ang mundo ko’y guguho

Kalimutan ang galit, pait at sakit
Kalimutan ang isa’t isa’y umibig ng saglit

The Moment

The Moment

The moment I would not wish to happen again.

The moment that should have never happened.

The moment that could never be the same.

The moment I wish to forget and wish to always remember without pain.

The moment the universe is US.

The moment where there’s no you and me, only we.

The  moment I now hate so much cause I loved you too fast.

The moment I hoped I died after cause I know I could have died the happiest.

The moment that I fell down a never ending cliff.

The moment that bugs became so romantic.

The moment that you can never duplicate or replicate.

The moment that time should have stopped without going back.

The moment I’m sure of everything I am not.

The moment of ultimate silence and chaos.

The moment of beginning and eternity.

The moment of instant high.

The moment when words seem to vanish.

The moment of nothing mixed with everything.

The moment that is original.

The moment of truth and honesty.

The moment of creation.

The moment that all my senses agreed with every part of yours.

The moment the unknown became known.

The moment of wisdom, knowledge and passion.

The moment of realness.

The moment that seem to have its own copyright and trademark.

The moment that seem to be fabricated from a movie but is originally copied from us.

The moment when all the words in every language seem to describe it but at the same time it is still not enough.

The moment of LOVE that could have lasted a lifetime but now there’s none.

 

 

Di Ko Kaya Dahil…

Di Ko Kaya Dahil…

Di ko kayang makita ka ng mahal pa kita
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong isang tingin mo lang sa aking mga mata ay matutunaw ako muli na parang yelo sa disyerto
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong bubuhos ang matinding unos sa aking mga pisngi na di ko alam kung paano pipigilan
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong sa mga salitang sasabihin mo mapupunit ng paulit ulit ang aking puso at pipiliting buuin ulit sa pag-asang maiiwan na ikaw pa rin ang babalikan
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong sa mga yakap mo ako’y lulubog at magmumukang tangang lumuluha habang sinasabi ang mga sal2itang hindi ko na alam ang kahulugan
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong pag natapos na ang oras na tayo’y magkasama, titigil ang lahat at sasabihin nating tapos na, hanggang dito lang ang tadhana

Di ko kaya dahil alam kong mahal kita pero hanggang dito nalang talaga

Masterpiece

I will keep on writing to save myself from drowning
I will keep on painting till the colors in my soul renewed
I will keep on singing till my voice forget how to pronounce your name
I will keep on dancing till I can’t remember how it feels like when I’m with you
I will keep on acting till everything I imagine becomes real
I will keep on travelling till I forget the route towards you

I will keep on creating till there’s nothing left but a faded sketch cause the love that we had was supposed to be my masterpiece

Not Tonight

I can still remember the worst night I had
The night with no single goodnight
The night with the most shallow sleep
The night beside a breathing but empty soul
The night with the coldest hug I had ever had
The night with lightest kiss of goodbye
The night with the fastest farewell
The night when I last saw you

The worst night that I hope didn’t happen
Cause it’s the night I wish you said goodnight
The night I wish we slept so tight
The night I wish our souls collide
The night I wish we hugged and kissed all night
The night I wish we never said goodbye
The night I wish that forever is right

Touchmove

Sa mga gabing wala kang ibang marinig kundi ang ingay ng sarili mong utak o hikbi ng ng iyong mga labi
Ang tangi makapagpapakalma ay siya ring dahilan ng pagkasawi
Alam mong sa isang mahigpit na yakap at isang bulong ng patawad agad mapapawi ang lahat
Ngunit ang alaala na lang ang pilit na tutugon sa kagustuhan ng iyong puso
Dahil di na maibabalik pa na ang daan patungo sa kanya ay tatahakin mo pa