The Moment

The Moment

The moment I would not wish to happen again.

The moment that should have never happened.

The moment that could never be the same.

The moment I wish to forget and wish to always remember without pain.

The moment the universe is US.

The moment where there’s no you and me, only we.

The  moment I now hate so much cause I loved you too fast.

The moment I hoped I died after cause I know I could have died the happiest.

The moment that I fell down a never ending cliff.

The moment that bugs became so romantic.

The moment that you can never duplicate or replicate.

The moment that time should have stopped without going back.

The moment I’m sure of everything I am not.

The moment of ultimate silence and chaos.

The moment of beginning and eternity.

The moment of instant high.

The moment when words seem to vanish.

The moment of nothing mixed with everything.

The moment that is original.

The moment of truth and honesty.

The moment of creation.

The moment that all my senses agreed with every part of yours.

The moment the unknown became known.

The moment of wisdom, knowledge and passion.

The moment of realness.

The moment that seem to have its own copyright and trademark.

The moment that seem to be fabricated from a movie but is originally copied from us.

The moment when all the words in every language seem to describe it but at the same time it is still not enough.

The moment of LOVE that could have lasted a lifetime but now there’s none.

 

 

Di Ko Kaya Dahil…

Di Ko Kaya Dahil…

Di ko kayang makita ka ng mahal pa kita
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong isang tingin mo lang sa aking mga mata ay matutunaw ako muli na parang yelo sa disyerto
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong bubuhos ang matinding unos sa aking mga pisngi na di ko alam kung paano pipigilan
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong sa mga salitang sasabihin mo mapupunit ng paulit ulit ang aking puso at pipiliting buuin ulit sa pag-asang maiiwan na ikaw pa rin ang babalikan
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong sa mga yakap mo ako’y lulubog at magmumukang tangang lumuluha habang sinasabi ang mga sal2itang hindi ko na alam ang kahulugan
Di ko kaya dahil alam kong pag natapos na ang oras na tayo’y magkasama, titigil ang lahat at sasabihin nating tapos na, hanggang dito lang ang tadhana

Di ko kaya dahil alam kong mahal kita pero hanggang dito nalang talaga

Masterpiece

I will keep on writing to save myself from drowning
I will keep on painting till the colors in my soul renewed
I will keep on singing till my voice forget how to pronounce your name
I will keep on dancing till I can’t remember how it feels like when I’m with you
I will keep on acting till everything I imagine becomes real
I will keep on travelling till I forget the route towards you

I will keep on creating till there’s nothing left but a faded sketch cause the love that we had was supposed to be my masterpiece

Not Tonight

I can still remember the worst night I had
The night with no single goodnight
The night with the most shallow sleep
The night beside a breathing but empty soul
The night with the coldest hug I had ever had
The night with lightest kiss of goodbye
The night with the fastest farewell
The night when I last saw you

The worst night that I hope didn’t happen
Cause it’s the night I wish you said goodnight
The night I wish we slept so tight
The night I wish our souls collide
The night I wish we hugged and kissed all night
The night I wish we never said goodbye
The night I wish that forever is right

Touchmove

Sa mga gabing wala kang ibang marinig kundi ang ingay ng sarili mong utak o hikbi ng ng iyong mga labi
Ang tangi makapagpapakalma ay siya ring dahilan ng pagkasawi
Alam mong sa isang mahigpit na yakap at isang bulong ng patawad agad mapapawi ang lahat
Ngunit ang alaala na lang ang pilit na tutugon sa kagustuhan ng iyong puso
Dahil di na maibabalik pa na ang daan patungo sa kanya ay tatahakin mo pa

Ubusin

Gusto ko nang maubos

Maubos ang lahat ng galit, sakit at hinagpis

Sa di ko alam na paraan paano ba makakalimutan

Siksikin ko man ng magandang alaala pilit kang binabalikan

Pakiusap patigilin mo na ang simulang tila’y walang katapusan

Patapusin mo na ang yugtong kailangan mong tatagan

Ipipikit ko ng muli ang mga mata para masilayan ang kinabukasan

At hiling koy unti unti kang makalimutan

Hindi ko alam kung sinasabi lang ba ng isipan

Na walang katotohanan sa lahat ng aming pinagsaluhan

Lahat ng ngiti, saya, halakhak at iyakan

Pilit kong sinasabi sa aking sarili na lahat ng ito’y hindi kasinungalingan

Para ba makalimutan ng madalian at para sabihing walang nasayang

Sakit

Sakit na naghihiwalay sa buto at laman
Na di mo alam kung paano pipigilan
Sakit na walang katumbas na salita
Dahil dama ng puso, isipan at kaluluwa

Na para kang nililiyaban pero nanlalamig ang katawan

Na para kang hinuhubaran kasama ang balat at laman

Na para kang inaasnan na malaking sugat

At tinatahi ng mabilisan para maghilom agad

Yun ang sakit na di mo naranasan

Dahil yun ang sakit na dulot ng iyong kapangahasan